Well, maybe I should’ve been more careful…

We need a hero.

2004年9月30日 映画
I need a hero too. What he is like doesn’t matter. We just need the concept of a hero, right?

What I’m happy with

2004年9月29日 音楽
I’m back to the same place. I mean I should accept the fact. But, I’m happy with it, actually.
In the end of the long long journey, I found it finally.
If I were younger, I would take it. I mean I wouldn’t regret, because it could be the one for me.
Well, life is not so easy, sometimes. If anything, I feel struggling with it all the time.
But if so, life just goes on without my thought. And now I know that’s what I need. I mean life shouldn’t be controllable. I like seeing people who just accept the fact unconsiously.

picnic

2004年9月26日 読書
If it’s fine, let’s go out!
Well, the place we can go doesn’t matter.
I mean I don’t have to go on a picnic, actually. Seeing a beautiful sky with having sunshine in peaceful Sundays’ afternoon is just what I need to feel a picnic.

CODE46

2004年9月25日 映画
I can smell my taste.
That’s important. I believe my intuition. In fact, that only can make me excited deeply.
When I was 12 or so, I saw the movie accidentally.
I mean when I turned up TV on Sunday afternoon, I was so bored and nobody was at home except me. At first, I didn’t understand what I was watching. But when I understood it, I couldn’t change the channel, because it was too shocking to stop seeing for me like seeing scary movies I don’t like so much but sometimes I just see with curiosity.
Well, I haven’t seen it since then. After seeing, I felt disgusted and scared just like after seeing disgusting scary movies at that time. But in fact, it was a quite sad story. It was about human’s weakness, sickness and love. It was quite complicated too.
Well, it was natural I couldn’t understand it correctly at that time...
Yeah, to be honest, I can cry about the stories of animals and children very easily...
I admit I’m not cool at all if I cry when I see the kind of stuff...

Into Space

2004年9月22日 音楽
When I heard the song at first as the commercial song of VAIO, I got interested in it, but I’d forgotten that until I found the song coincidentally yesterday.

Bohemian Like You

2004年9月21日 音楽
Yes, this is the song of the commercial film of vodafone...
But, so what?

The Scientist

2004年9月20日 音楽
I think the song is the theme song of the movie "Code46" or something.
Oh, I really want to see the movie!
It was so quiet, and I was thinking of myself.
Well, there was nothing to worry about. I was in the place I used to be. The concept made me quiet.
Nothing’s changed. Nothing’s gonna change.

It’s just enjoyable

2004年9月18日 音楽
Probably, this is a naughty, peaceful and exciting period like youthful days.
Comfortable, natural and sometimes exciting
Of course, it seems so complicated, but quite simple for us at least, in fact.
Actually I don’t know why, but it’s just different from normal situations.
Maybe we don’t have to categorize it into any pattern.

down

2004年9月17日 音楽
I cannot get rid of the song!
But maybe it’s not so bad, right?

exciting or relaxing?

2004年9月16日 映画
Without thinking, I can watch the type of movie. Of course, that’s an action movie, so it makes me get excited. But I mean if I don’t have to think of anything, I can be relaxed as well. That’s also true, right?

What we believe

2004年9月15日 映画
I don’t think we all always see the same things. I mean even though we see the same things, people’s perception is just different.
Well, how can you prove we get the same images when we see the same things?

Peaceful days

2004年9月14日 読書
Shall we go on a picnic?
The smell of forest makes me comforted.
I found very peaceful time there.
School life should be like that!
I really want to join them.
I mean if I could go back to my youthful days…

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