confusing
2004年7月23日I don’t know what to say...
I sometimes feel like there are many aspects in my mind. What I enjoy life here is the truth， but what I really want to go back is also the truth. That isn’t just I miss Japan. I know even if I can go back now， I will regret soon.
Of course， I miss Japan. But I’m happy to be here is also the truth. It’s very true.
I mean I just get confused. Well， wherever I am in， whatever I do， I sometimes cannot understand about myself. What I want， what I am going to do， I just cannot expect that， even though it is exactly about myself.
Well， I sometimes feel like I’m seeing myself from somewhere else.
On the top of that， I don’t know why I feel so. No， there is no reason. It’s so mystery to myself...
I sometimes feel like there are many aspects in my mind. What I enjoy life here is the truth， but what I really want to go back is also the truth. That isn’t just I miss Japan. I know even if I can go back now， I will regret soon.
Of course， I miss Japan. But I’m happy to be here is also the truth. It’s very true.
I mean I just get confused. Well， wherever I am in， whatever I do， I sometimes cannot understand about myself. What I want， what I am going to do， I just cannot expect that， even though it is exactly about myself.
Well， I sometimes feel like I’m seeing myself from somewhere else.
On the top of that， I don’t know why I feel so. No， there is no reason. It’s so mystery to myself...
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