uncontrollable

There are many feeling inside of me that I cannot understand by myself.
But I’m quite simple. I think I’m simpler than others. There are too many meaningless rules…I don’t need them， in reality. Why do people make things more complicated?
But people merely cannot understand the kind of simplicity.
Well I mean what I cannot understand about myself is my simplicity. Compare to others’， it is too simple to be understood. So I get confused why I am so different from others or why do I confuse people?